“so what do you do while you are high”
bike to the top of a hill
and the first thing that I do when I arrive,
is obviously to take out my phone
to tell everybody else about it
the performative aspect of enjoyment
is to want other to see your enjoyment
instead of just at the face of it
enjoying what you are enjoying
so it is that you glance over to your neighbour
as if so say
“I am enjoying this,
but is it in the right way?”
“I’m not too loud, am I?
Or I am still too meek?
Am I breaking your silence,
Or am I keeping my piece?
Because the peace that we wanted
Was not what was we got
So how did we end up